August 4, 2012

Dear Diary,

Man I have been worn out over the past few days. I have been trying to exercise my butt off and stay healthy, but guess what I've been doing all day today? Watching anime and drinking soda. Yep, I think I deserve a tiny break. Anyways I'm on my cycle and I'm too emotional to put up with much, so over the next five days I will be out of wack. LOL

I am happy to say though that things between my boyfriend and I have greatly improved. Me and him have had very long talks about our issues and we've kept our cool instead of fight. So now we are back on our feet and doing really well.

I am becoming more and more confident on getting a job as well. School for children and teens will be back in session in less than a month, so many places will have openings because of those either returning to school or going to college. I have been keeping my ears and eyes open and I have been chatting away with many managers. It's only the squeaky wheel who gets the grease, as my mom tells me, and she is absolutely right.

I haven't been having nightmares lately, but I haven't been having good ones either. I haven't been able to remember any of my dreams. I hate that because I like to tell people about them. Even my nightmares are seemingly interesting for readers, so I am sorry if I don't have much to say. I have been trying to think of new ideas for writing a story, but every time I get a good idea and write it down, then POOF. It's instantly gone and I get writer's block. I can't think of a subject for me to talk or type or whatever about that I can stick to and complete. I have thrown out many stories over the years all because of writer's block. But, the number one story that I would like to write, would be something that is scary. I do have a lot of imagination, but I do not like to make things up. I can only write best about something that is true and has happened to me. Most of the things in my life that have happened to me and are scary are either nightmares, or they happened so long ago that I can't remember them anymore. If you have any scary stories ideas, feel free to let me know. I will try my best... hopefully.

This concludes my 7th entry.

Sincerely, Jess