A smile a month will bring you luck

A smile a week will bring you success

A smile a day will bring you friends

A smile an hour will bring you love

A smile is a window to your feelings

A smile is the sign of happiness

A smile is what people wish to see

But to me

A smile is all but a lie

A smile is what hides my problems

A smile is what hides your hatred

A smile is what gives me false hope

Only a smile can bring me to my knees

Only a smile can make me bleed

Only a smile can hurt my eyes

But only your smile can kill my soul

Your smile can kill the grass

Your smile can make me cry

Your smile drips with lies

Your smile is tricks of the light

But people believe your smiles

People LIKE your smiles

Your smile makes them smile

Because I hate your smile

They hate me

So I stopped smiling

I didn't smile because no one saw it

I didn't smile because no one likes it

I didn't smile because I'm not happy

I didn't smile because I don't lie

I don't smile

I don't lie

A smile a month will bring you luck

A smile a week will bring you success

A smile a day will bring you friends

A smile an hour will bring you love

To never smile will bring you an honest life

You smile at me

But your smile's a lie

I don't smile

Because I hate your smiles

Maybe I'd like you

If you'd only smile when you're happy

But you don't

You smile for everyone

It's stupid

I liked you before

I like you a lot

But others like your lies better

So I hate you

Not them

I only avoid you

Because of your smiles

But that one day

The day it rained

When you called out to me

In screams and shouts

You were so lonely

Your smiles had gotten you nowhere

I held you

So tight

As you cried

I wouldn't let go

I didn't smile

Your sorrow didn't make me happy

But my feelings

My feelings for you

Were no lies

Your torturing smiles made you lucky

Your constant smiles made you successful

Your frequent smiles gave you friends

Your never-ending smiles gave you love

But your smiles never gave you happiness

Because when you smiled

You weren't happy

Now as we sit here

With you sobbing into my shirt

Crying about your lies

Tears cascading down your face

Even though you were sad

So sad

This was probably the happiest day of your life

And because your smiles mean something different to you

You couldn't smile

I would never be able to see your REAL smile

You automatically smile because you have to

Not because you're happy

Therefore you never knew

How to express your happiness with a smile

And I'll never know

For as long as I live

How you truly feel

Your feelings for me

And whether or not

Me and you

Could be together

That's why I don't smile

Because to smile

Is such a troublesome thing.