The rain falls around me,

I cannot stand the pain.

My life's falling down in pieces,

Should I go or should I stay?

The gun is on the table,

bullet tucked away inside.

Now if I could only get up the courage

To pull the trigger and die.

I'm sorry to those who cared about me

And even to some who didn't.

I love you all and no matter what,

Please keep me in your heart.

Most of you were there for me,

Through the best, and now the worst,

I just can't let you see me like this,

Can't let you see me hurt.

Just remember me when I was happy,

Forget the suffering you see now.

Let my memory live on in spite of everything,

While I relax upon a cloud.