The rain falls around me,
I cannot stand the pain.
My life's falling down in pieces,
Should I go or should I stay?
The gun is on the table,
bullet tucked away inside.
Now if I could only get up the courage
To pull the trigger and die.
I'm sorry to those who cared about me
And even to some who didn't.
I love you all and no matter what,
Please keep me in your heart.
Most of you were there for me,
Through the best, and now the worst,
I just can't let you see me like this,
Can't let you see me hurt.
Just remember me when I was happy,
Forget the suffering you see now.
Let my memory live on in spite of everything,
While I relax upon a cloud.