He was the one I could go to

When I just needed to talk

The one who I really just wanted to talk with whenever I had the chance to

Whether about joys, boys, crushes, or all my stupid boy dramas

He was the one I knew I could always depend on

But all that started to change the year we entered junior high

I wish these changes didn't take place

Because as time flew by

We grew distant apart

And I started to miss the old you

I can't be mad at you

But you left me no choice

I wrote you a note but you had nothing to say

That day I came up to you at the end of the day and said

"Hey. Did you read the note?"

And all you said was

"I don't know what to say."

That left me baffled and confused

But mainly speechless

Because I didn't know what to do

Or what was going on

I honestly thought I was losing you

But then I realized

The problem wasn't you

Maybe I was just overeacting

I secretly started getting jealous of the people

Who hung out with you each and every day

And maybe you thought we weren't as close as I thought we were

And I know we haven't known each other for long

And now we aren't more than friends

But that just got me thinking

Because to this day

I keep reminiscing

About all that could happen.