We're not like peas in a pod

And I know we're not best friends

But I get a tingly warm feeling whenever you text me

Because for just a moment

It makes me feel like you chose to text me

Because you wanted to

Not because you were force to

I know it may seem like I don't like you sometimes

But that's just impossible

I only do that because I maybe hiding some feelingsā€¦

Uncertainty,

Dread,

Intuition,

More like doubt

Because I know you'll never like me as more than a friend

That's why I'm not putting myself out there

Like I usually do whenever I have a crush on a guy

Because I want you to know I have feelings for you

But right now,

It's just not the right time

But most all It wont make a difference.