Written possibly in 2008, in September.

There's a monster

I feed

With lies

If I give it the truth

It will die

It is always hungry

It is always sad

It always says it's ugly

I reply with too fucking bad

It grows bigger every day

When it destroyed my dignity

I knew there was a price to be paid

It slowly began to kill my friends

It slowly began to kill my family

I could only pretend

That God didn't forget me

It began to clog my heart

Tainted and dead

In rage it pulled me apart

My body bruised and red

If you're wondering

Who this monster could be

You can stop floundering

It was only me