i wallowed my days

on the world i felt i only belonged in

on the world where my deepest pleasures

could be answered and given

i wallowed my days up in this pit

without seeing a single person coming up

saying hello

i only talk to the people

behind a screen

who only understand my

deep complexities

that i say hello

back to them

i wallowed my days in the world where i feel

i do not have a home

but inside this room with this screen where

another world lies that i feel i have many friends

i squander with all these bags

with all these cheetos that are

my only lonely friends

and i live in this darkness

without saying a single hello

to another living person

that doesn't have a mask

like i do