it's like i dont

even try anymore.

i scream at my baby,

the one i used to cry for,

i tell her to fuck herself,

and she just tells me

''it's ok, riah. im ok, riah.''

but it isnt

and i tell her so.

''youll be ok, riah.

im here.''

but she left me,

cuz i said

she was

[ruining me]