Numb

I want to feel

Pain.

I want to feel

Anger.

I want to feel

Hate.

I want to feel

Joy.

I want to feel

Happy.

I want to feel

Love.

I want to

Feel.

I have grown

Numb.

Numb, from the

Emptiness

Of my life.

From having

No one.

I have always been

Alone.

All I feel is an

Empty

Hole where they claim is a

Heart.

I know it is there.

I can feel it beat.

Pound against the walls of my

Chest.

But it doesn't work.

It beats,

And beats,

And beats,

But I never feel.

I want a reason to

Smile.

I want a reason to

Cry.

I want a reason to

Love.

I want these emotions that make us

Human.

I just want to feel

Anything.

Negative.

Positive.

I don't care.

I just don't want to be

Numb.