i awaken and find myself

covered with red

the scarlet shades

keep me up

keep me staring at the

windowsill

with dread

the dawn screams

bloody horror

she bleeds across her golden dress

she bleeds all over the world

and all over me

the sun gazes out at me

with its one silken eye

and tells me i should

go back down and lie

until the day is over

every day i wake up

it is a new terror

as i think of all the things

i have to deal with

as my mind is full of

melancholy

and i wished the morning

will lighten up all the black

in my head