Torture in the Bathrooms

I'm in school

Throwing up everything

Anita made me eat at lunch

Worried that I hadn't touched it

She did not stop

Until it was all down

I kept it in

Until I was away from the table

But now it all comes up

I'm in school

Someone will come in

Someone will hear me

They'll know

Anxiety fills my stomach

Muscles clench

I throw up again

I need to stop

Before someone hears

No one can know

Questions will be asked

And answers will be forced

Until the world knows

That I am crazy

I want to scream

Against my raw throat

I want to punch the wall

Until my hand breaks

I refrain from such activities

And sit on the floor


That no one will come


That someone would