I can't get out of bed

It's Saturday

So nobody's really going to notice

I'm flirting with noon right now

Still holed up in my room

I can't move

I haven't moved since last night

Not an inch

My arm lost feeling four hours ago

But I'm still here



Melting into the mattress

I'm so empty

So unable to move myself

So unable to feel anything

I know I should get up

Keep my family from worrying

But I don't

I stay in bed

Staring at yellow walls

Dreaming of an escape

Knowing I won't get one