I ache

From my

Drowning

So tired

From

Drowning

I can't

Pull myself

Out

I ache

To the marrow

From Drowning

In my pain

In my sadness

Drowning

I don't even

Know why

I'm drowing

In things

That have no reason

Drowning

In sadness I should not have

In pain that shouldn't be in me

Drowning

I scream

Through the water

In vain

There is no reason

No justification

It's just

There

Drowning me

Sucking me down

No reason

For the pain I'm in

The silent pointless sorrow

I can't escape

It's dark oily water in my mind

In my chest

Weighing me down

I can't get rid of

I can drain it

For a while

But it fills again

Reasonless

To drown me again

Screaming

Water fills my mouth

I swallow it and sink deeper

Why fight it?

It has no point

It always comes back

Why bother?

Just sink

Give up

Give in

Drift away