Hell

Seldom have I begun to live again
Without a burden or single lie
Unchecked reasoning well alive
Shaded disguise unable to survive

Focus on a bitter ending
Forgoing a new beginning
Constant concerns arise
I seek cover from the rain
Prone to ridicule and pain
Hell free me from insane

Genetics have gone awry
Unkind toward myself I loathe
Silence becomes my ignorance
Exceling in internal conflict
Condemned in my own hell

Focus on a bitter ending
Forgoing a new beginning
Constant concerns arise
I seek cover from the rain
Prone to ridicule and pain
Hell free me from insane

Must I swallow this pill?
Branded a modern breakthrough
Oh how essential you have become
But look at what I have become
Already dead on the inside

Focus on a bitter ending
Forgoing a new beginning
Constant concerns arise
I seek cover from the rain
Prone to ridicule and pain
Hell free me from insane
Free me from insane
Free me from insane
Free me from myself