As I stated in the summary, this story has trigger warnings for: Child abuse, rape, self-harm, suicide, depression.
If you are worried that you may have a traumatic experience or flashback while reading any of the above scenarios, please take caution. I make sure to put a warning as to not offend anyone or trigger a flashback.
I hope if you do choose to read, you enjoy. c:
all warnings: non-consensual sex, underaged sex, alcohol/drugs, bdsm/s&m, self-harm, suicide/suicidal thoughts/attempts, depression, mental disorders.
My life is definitely not one that anyone would envy. I come from a broken home and hold little hope. Often scolded for being different, I was not allowed to have friends when I was younger, let alone leave my room, unless it was time for church or another attempt to "cure" my soul or make my eyes "pure" again.
I was tired and terrified of the "cleansing process," but fighting back never worked. That only made it worse because if I fought, that meant the "demon" inside me was growing stronger. If I fought, that meant the demon was overpowering me.
It's not like my life took a sudden turn to abuse. It'd been this way my entire life, for as long as I could remember.
I suppose the beginning is the best place to start.
I hope you all enjoy the first chapter, which is where the warnings come into play.
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