Apologies

i can't explain it very well,

and for that

i apologize.

you say a joke and i take

offense.

i'm sensitive,

and for that

i apologize.

i'm sorry, so

so sorry for

all of it-

everything.

my anger, my

secret tears right in the

middle of the night.

the way i never let you in.

you only want the best

for me, yet i

still push you away.

and for that,

all of these things-

i apologize.