The waiting is hard
but knowing you'll never come back
is the hardest.
I never thought I'd see you
walking away from me.
Is this the worst thing
I've ever done?
Countless times, you were my family
when the real one turned away.
You never made me talk,
but you always listened.
You have watched me lash out
against how many others
But when I did it to you,
the one time I blame you
for something that isn't your fault,
it's the last straw.
I swallowed my pride for you
said I was wrong, countless times
But you just shook your head
and walked away

No matter what I say,
it will never be ok.