I cannot concentrate with these thoughts in my head

Swimming around swimming around in a sharks bed

I cannot win whatever I choose to do

I am chained to this sinking feeling of regret.

All the time I wasted hating me

Is just another fuel to add to the burning fire

That is destroying my hope, my motivation

All of this guilt is weighing me down,

I beg of you please, don't hate me

Don't be angry cause I don't fit

Don't be disappointed

im not what I could have been

I could have been much worse

Could be on deaths door

I should not feel ashamed

All humans have flaws