Dear Little Brother...

Hey little brother,

Do you know how much I Love you?

I care so much about you.

Your a blessing to have in my life.

Little Brother,

I never want to see you cry.

Hey little Brother,

Remember when I tried to end my life.

Remember when I came back from the hospital,

and you sat there crying asking me why I did that.

That day changed my life forever.

Once I seen you cried to me,

hurt me little brother.

That's the day I asked to go to treatment.

Little brother,

when I came back for a visit,

and mom was mad at you.

The thing that hurt me the most was the day you said,

I want to DIE!

It hurt me,

because I felt it was my fault you wanted to do that.

You seen me not once not twice,

but three times trying to end my life.

I cried and cried that day,

after you all went to bed.

I wish you were never there those days.

But I can't change that.

What I can change is how you feel.

Hey little brother,

please know I dont't want you to feel that way.

I'm here now.

I'm going to stay forever by your side.

Little Brother,

I adore you.

You the light to my life.

So please dont ever feel like your alone,

because little brother I'm here for you now.