Crouching on the ground,
I will not make a sound.
I clutch my fingers
As the ache still lingers.
Accusations fly through my head.
I clench my teeth and wish I were dead.
Living on is too much of a burden.
I will never be heard and
No one here really cares about me.
I have gone so blind with sadness I can no longer see.
Curling up on my side,
I am falling apart from the inside.
Words sear themselves in my brain.
I can no longer claim
I am healthy, I am whole
When I'm so obviously missing a part of my soul.
I cannot go on.
I will not move on.
I cannot let go
So I will never know
Another day after today.
This will be where I shall forever lay.
I will not make another peep
As I lie here in eternal sleep.