i promised myself,
swore,
that i would look
normal.

i would eat,
and i would look
as if i was
enjoying it.

but i drank lots of water...
and people thought i was thirsty...
but that's not it.
that's not all.

if you drink water,
lots of water,
it helps the food
come back up easier.

it helps you puke
so
much
easier.

i looked normal,
right?
i ate the food
and i pretended i was enjoying it.

but that doesnt mean
i didnt go and barf
it all
up.

because,
hahaha,
i did.

every single time.

i wasnt thirsty.
i just wanted
to puke
easier.

hows that
for normal?