She never knew how much I cared,

Never knew how much I cried,

The pain is really too much to bear,

She chose to die.

Bray and Cal don't understand,

Mommy's not coming back,

They saw the knife in her hand,

And only I know of her mind's attack.

I should have told,

Would have, too, if I'd known,

Just how much pain my mother had to hold,

I would have taken some of it, kept it as my own.

But now it's too late

To take back what I said

With those words, I wonder, did I cause this fate?

I never, never wanted her dead.

Don't believe it, Mom.

It isn't true,

I just lost my calm,

I couldn't ever hate you.