She never knew how much I cared,
Never knew how much I cried,
The pain is really too much to bear,
She chose to die.
Bray and Cal don't understand,
Mommy's not coming back,
They saw the knife in her hand,
And only I know of her mind's attack.
I should have told,
Would have, too, if I'd known,
Just how much pain my mother had to hold,
I would have taken some of it, kept it as my own.
But now it's too late
To take back what I said
With those words, I wonder, did I cause this fate?
I never, never wanted her dead.
Don't believe it, Mom.
It isn't true,
I just lost my calm,
I couldn't ever hate you.