Ending Time

There are days I wish I were dead That is almost all the time I hate this world of ours There is nothing for me in it Nothing for me to gain I don't want to be here And no one wants me here I think about just disappearing But can I do it I don't think I'm strong enough To end it all I'm not the type to be a hero Im no hero Never have been To say goodbye to your loved ones Could I really do that The answer is no