I have caused you to worry.

I am sorry for that.

You say I am self-destructing.

I am sorry, but I am not.

I am just remembering.

You ask if you are enough,

you ask if you do anything for me.

You do. You are.

You are more than I could have ever imagined that I would have.

You do everything for me, more than you can imagine.

You are the reason I am alive, the reason why I breath.

You are my reason to wake up in the morning.

You think that I don't need you.

That you can't help me.

That you can't Take away my pain.

But I need you more than you could ever imagine.

Just knowing that you are there, that you love me, that I love you,

that helps me and takes away my pain.

I love you. And I am sorry for worrying you.

I will do better

things will get better.

It is always darkest before the dawn.

And it will be dawn soon.

I love you Aubree.