I have caused you to worry.
I am sorry for that.
You say I am self-destructing.
I am sorry, but I am not.
I am just remembering.
You ask if you are enough,
you ask if you do anything for me.
You do. You are.
You are more than I could have ever imagined that I would have.
You do everything for me, more than you can imagine.
You are the reason I am alive, the reason why I breath.
You are my reason to wake up in the morning.
You think that I don't need you.
That you can't help me.
That you can't Take away my pain.
But I need you more than you could ever imagine.
Just knowing that you are there, that you love me, that I love you,
that helps me and takes away my pain.
I love you. And I am sorry for worrying you.
I will do better
things will get better.
It is always darkest before the dawn.
And it will be dawn soon.
I love you Aubree.