Suicide Contract

OBJECTIVE

I am killing myself for people who don't care about me.

I am killing myself for people who don't want to get to know me.

I am killing myself for people who will never be my friends.

I am killing myself for people who love to see me suffer.

I am killing myself for people whose life goal is to torment others.

I am killing myself for people with malicious intents.

I am killing myself for people who willingly manipulated me.

I am killing myself for people who don't matter.

I am sacrificing myself for people I will never see again in the far future.

TERMS

I don't want to see myself graduate high school.

I don't want to see myself earn a degree in a field I love and achieve great things.

I don't want to meet my true love and marry him/her.

I don't want to start my own family and work in a career I enjoy.

I don't want children who would get me presents for Mother's/Father's Day and tell me they love me.

I want to miss out on seeing the world, trying new things, having exciting experiences, and otherwise have a life beyond those horrid people.

I don't want to watch my future babies grow up and achieve great things.

I don't want to spend the rest of my life with the one I love and grow old together.

I want to waste all of the love and care my parents put into bringing me into this world and raising me.

I am allowing my enemies to win because I do not want to win.

I do not want to meet people who do care about me, who love me for who I am, who matter more than the rest of the world.

AFFIRMATION

I am killing myself so I do not have to learn from my mistakes and become a better, stronger person. (Because everyone makes mistakes and no one is perfect.)

I am killing myself because I choose to think about the people who hate me and ignore the people who love and care about me.

I am killing myself because life is not easy and I do not want to have to fight my way through it.

I am killing myself not to end the pain, but to deprive myself of everything life has to offer.

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