Part 2

I said don't go! You can't leave me. I just know we'll never see each other again. Can't you wait till I can go with you? Why do you have to go right now?! Stay with me... But no matter what I said, he went anyway. That was the last time I saw him alive. My mind won't let me except that he's really gone for good. It just wants to hold on to him. I need to let go, but can I? I loved him so much. He meant everything to me. How can I go on... I don't want to be here without him. Every time I think of him it causes such pain inside of me. How can I go on? I can and I don't plan to. I want to end it all... This afternoon I will do it. I will walk out into the waves and never return. I want to be on the beach that he was on when he died. I miss him so much, but not for long... I will soon be with you my darling. I love you...