Forbidden Love.

That's what I have.

That's what I want, and need.

My best friend,

Passion,

Crush,

Lover,

Is the same sex as me.

Should I really be

Ashamed?

My love life…

Is something I shouldn't be

Proud of?

Why… why is this world so complicated?

Men and women… so normal

Men and Men,

Woman and Woman….

Why is it so strange?

I just want to happy,

I wouldn't change.

The people who had come to know me,

Before I came out,

They… they ran away when they found out,

I

Wasn't

Normal.

It's a pain to find people you can trust,

Someone to rely on.

Someone who would care about your feelings,

Not make fun of you,

And not run away?

How many times have I said,

"I'm the same me, I just like someone who's the same gender."?

... Too many to count.

People… old friends… they don't support.

I wanted to die when I was called

Fag,

Duche,

Asshole,

Gay.

How come they could just…

Spread rumors so quickly?

How could they just leave me behind?

How could I just…

Care?

I knew they weren't my real friends,

I knew since the beginning,

But,

I thought they would understand

…I thought.

Ha.

Oh, what a cruel world this is.

Being shunned by our sexuality.

It's a bunch of

Crap.

But… what can you do?

People aren't use to it,

People are scared.

And…

Frankly, I don't care about them anymore.

I've made a bunch of new friends,

Got a lover,

Got a supporting family.

Why would I want my old friends who were scared about being degraded by me?

That's right,

I need, want, and have,

Forbidden Love,

And I'm proud of it.