I crave rejection;-

The pain you can make me feel,

The hurt and the worry,

The thoughts that meander on the go.

I want the pain;-

An addiction that it is,

As sweet as the cider,

Of alcohol and smoke.

I want you want you;-

I am the one in control,

I can say all the words,

And watch as you go.

Say that you love me,

And watch as I flee,

I just want rejection,

The craving –

Free.