Running on Empty

I walk

But I want to run

I can see

But I want to be blind

I can hear

But I want to be deaf

I can touch

But I want to feel nothing

I'm tired of feeling

I'm tired of seeing

I don't want to die

But living isn't fun

Why can't I just be happy?

And now I limp

Wishing I could run

And feel nothing,

Nothing at all