Indifference has become a habit.
It is my self-preservation mechanism.
If I care, my feelings will be crushed.
It is better to have never had feelings at all.
Caring about myself is worthless.
There's nothing special.
Other people don't care.
Why should I care?
Caring for others leads to relationships.
All relationships will end eventually
Isn't it better to have never had relationships in the first place?
When people get close, I will get hurt .
Misunderstandings, fights, eventual separation.
With every relationship broken, a part of me dies.
Everything's better when I don't have feelings.
I will never lose myself in other people.
Other people can't affect me as strongly.
I will never get hurt.
I am indifferent to the world.
I don't care.
Not one bit.