A/N Hi. It's nice to be back to writing. High school isn't easy.
I hope I'm not the only one that writes letters to people and tears them up after.
Dear best friend,
Hey. Just give me a moment.
What's happening to us?
What's going on in your head?
Hell, what's going on in my head?
I can't believe I could say this, but:
without you, life is so much easier.
I don't have to go out of my way to start a conversation-
One that both of us will leave uncomfortable and bitter.
I don't have to wonder if you're thinking of me.
I know you aren't.
It doesn't bother me anymore.
I guess we've drifted so far apart,
so quickly, that I forced myself
not to care.
Don't get me wrong.
I'd jump in front of a train for you in a heartbeat.
I'd take a knife in the heart just to know you're okay.
But I'd do the same for a stranger.
It seems that's what we are now.
You aren't mine anymore.
You never were.
But you can miss what you never had.
Maybe that's why I feel so empty.