Well, I just this idea when reading some sad manga and thinking about Tracey from Then Back Again. Of course I'm going to start with Tracey for this but the thing is, you give me a character, their death, their relationship, and I will do the rest through their eyes.
Chapter 1: Throught Tracey's eyes
Walking down the aisle in the dress Blaire made me wear. Everyone is standing and smiling at me, but all I see is Rix. I feel two sick feelings, one is butterflies, the other sences something bad about to happen. But I ignore the feeling, the only thing that mattered right now was getting to Rix, and making our love offical. Step by step, I get closer and closer until I'm finally there. "You look beautiful." He says to me. My happiness was so hard to contain to the point where I couldn't stop smiling. After we say our vows, we seal this deal with one of our many kisses. Now we're married. I'm about to say "I love you" to him, but I'm interrupted by a crash.
"You mother fucker!"
He's back. I can see the pure hate and insanity in his eyes. Then he takes out that gun that claimed many others. To shocked to move, to afraid to move, then bang.
I hear a loud ringing in my ears. There's a dreadful pain in my stomach, and I realize I'm on the for. My vison is blurry but I still search for Rix's face. There he is above me. I want to tell him so badly how much I love him, how much he made my life an adventure and bright, how this time, I won't be coming back. But I don't have the energy to. I can only look up at his wonderful face. There are three others around me. Dylan, is that him?
"Please don't die Tracey. You're my brother, I can't lose you."
Yes it's him, one of the shapes. I've always thought about this. How much Dylan would have left if I died. Now I know he'll have Rix, Blaire, Shadow, and Genadia. All who'll take care of him, but there will be no more me, I'm his only family left. I blink a little, it's becoming hard to breathe.
"Tracey, stay with me. You're gonna make it, just don't close your eyes. Please don't close your eyes."
I wish it was that easy, that easy to stay awake. It's so hard to focus my sight on Rix. I swallow then Stare into Rix's eyes.
"I love you Rix. You too, Dylan... Blaire... This is it for me."
I say, but Rix shakes his head, he doesn't believe it, he won't believe it. Why is he making this hard?
"Don't say that, you're gonna make it Tracey. You can't die, not now, not on your wedding day. I love you."
Please don't look at me like that. Not you too Dylan. It hurts so much, not just the pain in my stomach, the pain in my heart.
"You're all I have left of mom and dad. Please Tracey. You've been there for me since the beginning. I don't know any other person who could survive a fatal car crash, then take care of a baby who was constantly fated to die, with no help. You've survived a crash, being raped and beaten by a lunatic, a death fever, and a gun shot, you gotta survive this one. You told me you'd never leave me."
Dylan says. And I think I see our parents now. I wish he could see them, mom is looking at him with the loving eyes she used when she smiled at her swollen belly. Dad is nodding his head, telling me I did good. I smile at Rix then close my eyes. I don't have much time left. I'm so happy, truly happy right now.
"I won't have to die sad. I am the happiest person in the world right now. I got married to the love of my life. I have the best little brother anyone could ever ask for. A friend who protected me and was there for me when I needed help. I love you."
I say. I feel Rix's tears on my cheeks. My eye's have long sinced lost vision. Rix hugs me, I can feel him trying to hold back his sobs. "I love you too. I love you so much." I love you too Rix, so much that I can't explain it. I feel those wonderful lips for the last time on my lips.
"I love you."
"Tracey." Dylan sobs.
"I-I love you."
"You better not." Blaire warns.
"I love... you, Rix."
"Tracey no... No no no, Tracey don't leave." He begs.
This time I know, now that my eyes are closed, that this is the end. I can't hear anymore, I can't feel anymore, just sadness. Then a bright light. "Welcome son." I open my eyes and the tears that I'm crying came full fledged as I hugged my mom. "I missed you so much. You did well with Dylan." "I'm so proudd of you." I've heard that when you get to heaven, you don't usually look back, but that's what I did. I looked back and saw Rix cry for me. Cry so much that it destroyed me. I sat there and cried too. "We'll see each other again! I promise Rix, I promise to you the most." Now I know why you don't look back, the sadness will kill much worse than the death itself.
Yes, all of the others will be as sad as this. Sorry...