Breath in, breath out.

There isn't much else I can do, I try to command my body to move, but it won't listen. I can't even open eyes, but hear people, docters, nurses, all talking about me. Paralyzed? I suppose I deserve it, I deserve this.

Breath in... Breath out.

The last thing I remember was falling down those stairs. She pushed me... No, no she isn't to blame, it was in self defense. I did this to myself. This is my fault.

Breath in... Breath out.

"I'm sorry," I want to tell her, but I cannot. My lips won't move, she's standing right there, right beside me, I can hear her crying. She says it's all her fault, 'I'm to blame', I want to say, but I can't, and it's all my fault.

Breath in... Breath out.

I tried to break things off, I wasn't good for her, my remper wasn't good fore her. She cried, when I told her. She slapped me across the face, and I grabbed her. I screamed at her for being stupid, and called her names that I shouldn't have. She pushed me away, and I fell...

Breath in... Breath out.

I want so bad to hold her, to comfort her, to make those damn tears stop. 'It's not you... It was never you...'

Breath in... Breath out.

I've lost track of time, maybe days are passing, maybe months, maybe a lifetime. She comes all the time, to visit me, to hold my hand, and apolagize. She apoligized agian, and again, and again. Like she always did, like I always did. Why won't you just forget about me?

Breath in... Breath out.

'Please, If anyone is listening, I just want to speak to her. I'm not afraid to die... I just want a few moments with her..."

Breath in... Breath out.

I hear footsteps enter one morning, they don't say anything. They stop by my bed. I think it might be her, she ussually got here the earliest, aside from the nurses. I try to speak, but lips move only a little.

Breath in...

I hear something jerked out, and then a long sharp noise came from my heart monitor.

Breath out...

"I'm sorry..."