Nowhere Close At All

I'm so close to you,
But nowhere close at all,
And I don't know what to say,
But I won't be there when you fall.

And I won't apologise
It's really not my fault,
It's just my mind everywhere,
But my hearts right next to yours.

I don't want you to cry,
I know I'm hurting you,
But I don't know if I can change,
I've always been this way.