Exhaustion

I'm tired of pretending like everything is okay.

Like "sorry", will fix everything.

I am worn out from the lies I'm told.

I won't forget what i want just because people try to get me to conform.

I want change...without the questioning glances and the mocking stares.

I don't want this life anymore, I want to set the standards low and fall underneath them.

I'm tired of exceeding expectations only to fall back in line, to repeat, and out-do what Ive done before.

I have changed my mind, I don't want conformity, expectations, or disapproval.

I am who i am.

I want unquestionable change.