So many things
Have been breaking me lately
And sometimes you're the only one
Keeping me together
Scars on my arm that may never fade
Asking for help that I don't want
"Don't hate me for the things I make you do"
Like I have or could ever hate you
Confusion in my heart
And I know it's in yours too
Sadness weighs me down
I can barely make a sound
Distance between me
And everything I love
Except for you
I'm closer to you
To close apparently
And now it has to stop
How far should I run away?
From this fire that got too hot
And should I try to tell you
Everything I've learned
Five months of waiting
And pain is all I've earned
Pain in this confusion
I've lost something of my self
I don't know where to turn
Or who to ask for help