I don't know if I love you
But I know there's something there.
I didn't mean to find you like this
And I wasn't really prepared.

I know how you feel about her
And so I'm worried about how you feel about me.
But you don't think that I feel
And for now, that's how it should be.

I hope that it will change.
Maybe soon, maybe not.
Because of all these things we've shared,
Or is that something you forgot?

I'll talk to you today
After school, like I always do.
And maybe, since you're different,
I'll tell you my secrets, too.

Until then, I can sit and think.
And all these feelings I'll write down.
And though you'll never read them,
Maybe one day, you'll still find them out.

xx