Trying to hide these feelings,
These emotions that I must conceal,
Thoughts that I cannot reveal.
I yearn for your life,
Your warmth and protection,
But my heart has been mauled by a black knife,
Ripping my soul in weared shreds,
Leaving my feet as heavy as lead.
Every step I take now is as far as a mile,
I trip and fall whenever I imagine your smile.
You were everything I needed, everything I longed for,
I was content with us and ready to continue through that door.
But I have been shot by a thousand arrows,
Thier sharp heads slicing through my flesh,
Thier scars long and narrow,
But deep as an ocean trench.
I cry heavy sobs,
Every tear draining me of life,
This pain, this endless suffering,
To explain it, no words could ever suffice.