Feelings left buried

Day after day, I learn something new,

Things I never wanted to admit about you

Things kept in the dark, buried and forgotten

Until I finally realized that

I'm afraid,

Angry

Disappointed,

And I cannot think of you without feeling ill

Week after week, there are ups and downs

Feelings that I'd ignored

Thoughts and ideas, words and reflections left unexpressed

Thoughts concerning you, ideas concerning us, and reflections on everything

I finally realized that

I'm afraid,

Angry,

Disappointed,

And I cannot think of you without feeling ill