You're making me bitter.
Your actions,

I'm sad,
I just want things to be fine.
I want acceptance,
I want forgiveness.

Telling me that things have changed,
And that we should try to adapt to the change,
doesn't make me feel better.
I'm not selfish, I'm sad!

I don't know what happened, and I don't feel
comfortable asking.

It hasn't even been a year, and I'm already tired of this.
I have to put up with this for five more years?
Just wake me when it's over.
I'm tired of not having a say.
Holidays hold no importance to me any longer.
I'm done cherishing things,
because it all just gets taken in the end