I had nothing but a

Dark past,

No friends,

No one there to support me.

I don't blame them,

They don't know.

I just wish that they felt my pain,

The feel of a friend who doesn't care about you,

But to their other friends.

I don't think I belong anywhere.

I am leech waiting to be fed.

A monster to others

I don't think how I can be changed.

Dark past, bright future?

I don't think I can accomplish anything.

I try to change my character

But it seems that I am the same person today.

I am always trying to do as always,

Fit in with others.

But it seems that I can't I feel that I am the same today.

With no one.


I have 3 friends who I can't count on.

I am just trying to fit in.

But I don't know that I will.

My dark past is slowly being revealed

I am trying to hide it

But now I think that there will be only three people who will be there for me.

I had nothing,

But a dark past.

I try to make friends, but it seems that I will not.

I will probably be better off alone with no one.


I wrote this when I was in 6th grade, I think. I was going through a rough time when I did this one. Going to a new school can have its ups and downs, and when you're different from everybody else.

I barely found it, and thought of posting it. I actually showed it to someone, a year or two later after making it, and they thought it was a great poem.

My "Dark Past" is not as dark as depicted here. Just something in my 12 year old mind thought it was during that time. Between that time and today, I have changed very much. And for the best. I now have friends that I can count on and would love me for who I am, not for who I try to be. And a family that loves me very much. For them I am very grateful that have such people in my life.

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