This Can't Be Happening

I can't feel my body, What's wrong with me? I can't move, I have to be able to move. What am I going to do?

I can't believe this is happening to me, There has to be something, That can fix this. I won't live like this, I can't.

I'd rather die, Then live where I can't move. I can't and won't stand it, I'll find a way out.

I can't believe this is happening, Why, me? What did I do to deserve this?

I don't even know how it happened, I just woke up and couldn't move, Or feel my body. Oh god, this can't be happening, Not to me.

I can't stand it, Please just kill me. Put me out of my misery, Please, I beg you.

I don't want to live this way, I will find a way to die. I have to be able to move.

This is real misery, More than I can stand. There has to be a way around this, This pain consumes me.

I am not who I used to be, Not since I lost the feel, Right out of my body. God save me, I beg you.

I want to die, And I will, somehow. I won't go on, I can't.

When you don't have any, Feeling in your body, It feels like you're already dead. And I am, I am.

Sometimes you just need to die, To leave the world around you. I need to die, To let go. There never was anything, Special to this place anyway.

I am dieing, I can feel it. God's answering my prayers, Thank you.