If only

if only
you could see,
the changes
that became me.

can you see them, love?

can you feel the rips
in my flesh
where the pain broke

if only you could, love...

can you see the new me
grown from war and anger
living for light

if only you would let yourself see
this new me

can you find yourself?
buried under shrugs and smirks?
can you feel your heart stir
while im here

how do you feel now, love?

if only
if only
you could feel
me here