Nothing makes me feel anymore
All I ever feel is pain and numbness
Day or night
It makes no difference

Lifes just a blur
Of awake and asleep
Working then sitting idly
With nothing to live for

Constantly hating life
Wishing to be anywhere but where I am
No matter where I am
I'll always wanna be somewhere else

Nothing keeps me entertained
Movies are worthless
Writing takes more than ill give
Drawings always come out like crap

I'm never motivated to do anything
So instead I do nothing
Just text my few friends
Hoping they'll cheer me up