It's been a few months

since we last talked.

4 months to be precise.

I know people say I'm too young

to be feeling this

but I can't help how I feel.

Even though you crushed my heart to pieces

I gave you, not only a second chance, but a third as well.

I haven't seen you in 5 years,

yet it feels like an eternity.

I told you how I felt

but you rejected me and treated me like a stupid little girl.

But no matter how mad I'm at you,

my feelings never decrease.

No matter how hard I try,

you're always on my mind.

I'm still breaking,

yet you feel no remorse

for crushing my heart over and over again.

Watashi wa anata o aishite, kinpatsu no shonen.