In a haze I sift about,

In anger, pain, betrayal, and doubt,

This life no longer seems to me,

What I thought that it would be,

I struggle through this every day,

Hoping I will find a way….

I sit in shadows dark and cold,

I never feel as if I'm whole,

My mind is just as worn and tattered

As my body, broken battered

So sick of feeling this life is empty,

So now I'm done, please do forgive me…

As I drift into the abyss,

I care not if I am missed,

This life had nothing for me there,

In death my agony is now spared,

In death I feel I am complete,

At last peace my soul will meet…