((Talks about how I feel my obsession is my darkness.))

The Darkness Within

I have a darkness inside of me,
Tearing, clawing, and burning at the seams,
It started with a whisper,
'I love you' I muttered to a red-headed sister.

Therein began the darkness,
The obsession, the horrible mess,
The mess that is my life,
Causing all this never ending strife.

I've denied my darkness for far too long,
Now my heart and soul are far too gone,
I cling to my obsessions,
Never letting go no matter the discretions.

I pray for help,
That never comes, there is no help,
My God never answers me,
Just leaves me drowning in the darkest seas.