You wash over me solemnly

Do you need it?

Break this body that will not bleed

Do you feel it?

Hate the man that I've become

Do you see it?

Crash into me and wash away

Dig in to me and fall away

Sink into me and crawl away

Don't go now and leave me this way

You infiltrate my cerebellum

I can't see it

Make me hate myself again

I can't feel it

Gave up all that I believe

I can't need it

Crash into me and wash away

Dig into me and fall away

Sink into me and crawl away

Don't go now and leave it this way

You wash through me slowly

I don't see it

This broken body starts to bleed

I don't feel it

This hated man has gone away

I don't need him

Crash into me and wash away

Dig into me and fall away

Sink into me and crawl away

Just go now and leave me this way

I don't need you here

I don't feel the same

Pray for waves to come

And wash away

The shame